Tamaditis – a made up word by me to describe the current state I am in. It is characterized by extreme feelings of being tamad, the Filipino word for lazy. Sigh.

I swear. I have never felt this lazy and unmotivated in my life. I do not want to do anything. I do not want to think about anything. I do not want to  move from my bed.  I do not even want to do yoga.

Sigh. Sigh. Sigh.

Maybe this is just the remnants of the flu-ish feeling I’ve been battling all week. Had a bad bout of asthma recently and my allergies are so…well…out of control. Must be the Nyquil I took too, which worked wonders, no doubt but it’s left me all woozy and lethargic. Perhaps, on a psychological point of view, this is also me in denial as I have so much to do but I feel so overwhelmed by it that I just choose not to do it anymore. Maybe it isn’t even a choice…sigh. Maybe it’s also because I’m feeling all hormonal and moody lately, frustrated with people and things around me and so I feel so drained and oh-so-very tired. The upside to this: I have no appetite for anything. Well, except peanut butter M&M’s. Yum. Haha.

Someone give me a cure for this please. Or hire me a Medical Injury Lawyer so I can claim some disability benefits (oh wait, I don’t have those, toink). Then again, maybe all I need is a prayer.